Good energy

I haven't posted in quite a while. Probably because there's nothing much new to report. Still mentally drained from work, and still counting down the days until I visit my family.  We're down to 52 days now, and considering I started the count down at 100 days, that's pretty good! Almost half way there :) I think that's the only thing that keeps me going to work every day.  Each day I go to work and get through the day, it's one less day until my trip.  Despite not wanting to be there, I've had an okay attitude about it. It's strange to be so unhappy about a situation, but be in a good mood. I don't understand it myself, but it seems to be appreciated at work because everyone feels the same way I do, and I've had one girl comment outright that she loves my energy. I guess I realized even though I really dislike this job, there's no point in being sullen about it. I still have my bad days, but for the most part I still want to laugh and joke around with everyone. It's easier getting through it that way.

I've also started reading again. And this is actually a big thing. I used to love reading, but then suddenly when I moved here, I just stopped. I became addicted to tv and that's all I did. I don't know how to explain it, but I feel like something is changing, and for the better. So I'm embracing it and hope that it means something good. Maybe I'm getting bored of being so complacent and lazy in my life and it's the first step to changing my routine. Here's to hoping.