3 weeks today is officially my first day of school, and I'm pretty excited. I'm the kind of person that likes to be working towards something. I like learning, I like completely things. This has been completely missing from my life in the past year, which probably has a lot to do with why I felt lost. I know I could have picked up a hobby or something, but I didn't.
I still don't know about student loans or the housing situation, but it'll all be sorted out with time. I'm trying not to worry about anything and just get through my last 3 weeks as a full time worker. (CAN YOU BELIEVE I WILL HAVE MADE IT THROUGH THE YEAR IN JUST 3 WEEKS??) I'm pretty proud of myself to be honest! I know I settled at this job, and I know I could have a should have found something better, but I think my confidence was so low when I finished school. But this whole experience will be coming to a close soon, and I have some things to take away from it. I have developed a thicker skin, and I'm learning how to say no without having to have a reason (this is really hard still at times). I have let people walk all over me my whole life, and I let people guilt me into doing things that I don't want to do. I knew that was something that I wanted to change, and I've definitely made improvements.
Can't wait for school! Although I'm not looking forward to being broke again.. but we do what we have to do.
I know what you mean about going back to classes. I will be back to University in September too :) Learning is a wonderful journey.
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